These interleaving months...
1. Have fallen in love with someone.
2. Had first long piece of writing properly reviewed.
3. Has begun to see auras - it's scaring the shit out of me - remember seeing them when young.
4. Have become resigned to eternal loneliness and separateness not as a curse of being but a blessing to be exploited.
5. Had pleasure of seeing longest standing friend become a husband and basically achieve all he longed for for so long within himself. Yet he seemed miserable. :(
6. Has finally understood the intractability of people's commonwealth of stupidity and how it is exploited but also impossible to break or affect in anyway without violence.
so that's nice...
7. It's sinking in that the depression have pushed away for so long was never a problem, but a signal, and that what causes it cannot be easily extinguished being somewhat situational 'facts of life' in themselves... and behind this... that clemency is independent of these signals and it's all attainable through an application of will...
I will write more of these things when bothered... but unusually am feeling the need for more time... lots of it... years and years... I haven't got years...
am nearly Thirty!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Sunday, 5 July 2009
Thursday, 2 July 2009
Power and Authority. The Crucial Political Difference and it's Practical Application.
As simple as possible to be - Power is the ability to perform an action whilst Authority is the legitimacy of action performing that action. It's a nice crux to hang on to see how libertarian anyone really is.
The fact the two do not coincide is the biggest clue to the smokescreen that is Politics. Authority and power.
If Politics is a simple smokescreen - than what is it covering up??
Economics. Look at what police do. Look what money does. Look at the ridiculousness around you.
Where we feel restrained, chained and controlled in our lives is not ascribable to politics - the pronouncement of Tory chinless wonders or Labourite jumped up union lackies. It is due to economics. When you're up early five days a week and crammed into a sardine underground train it's not because Gordon Brown has convinced you that it's the best thing to do with your time, energy, life etc - it's because you need the blooming money (or feel you do). Obviously this is tautology - but it proves the point.
We pretend politics to be meaningful - that - if only more people cared, and were participating in the grand 'democratic' decision making process - that governance would be better - that a change would finally come - we'd be richer, freer, happier.
Bollocks.
Let's have a quick look at some select scenarios and thought exercises placing Power vs. Authority in some common everyday 'political' problems.
1. Scenario 2. Where power lies 3. Where authority lies 4. Upshot
1. My local area is a shithole filled with petty crime and anti-social madness. Hoodrats piss in my letterbox.
2. The economic progenators of the problems of meaninglessness and poverty and the persons themselves only have power to change the situation on the ground.
3. The home secretary, police authority, judiciary incompetent, at once too liberal and too intolerant. Evil in application and intent. Law wasn't meant to be like this.
4. The drain on productivity and progression continues.
1. Clubs suck nowdays. Back in the day was cool. What? You weren't all back in the day? Nahh me neither man - but I just wish I was.
2. Local police, residents, The home secretary, police authority, judiciary incompetent, at once too liberal and too intolerant. Evil in application and intent. Law wasn't meant to be like this.
3. Local police, residents.
4. They make teh money. Not teh happi.
let us make some more when we are bothered. Maybe you have ideas. I bet you don't though. Go read something fluffy
The fact the two do not coincide is the biggest clue to the smokescreen that is Politics. Authority and power.
If Politics is a simple smokescreen - than what is it covering up??
Economics. Look at what police do. Look what money does. Look at the ridiculousness around you.
Where we feel restrained, chained and controlled in our lives is not ascribable to politics - the pronouncement of Tory chinless wonders or Labourite jumped up union lackies. It is due to economics. When you're up early five days a week and crammed into a sardine underground train it's not because Gordon Brown has convinced you that it's the best thing to do with your time, energy, life etc - it's because you need the blooming money (or feel you do). Obviously this is tautology - but it proves the point.
We pretend politics to be meaningful - that - if only more people cared, and were participating in the grand 'democratic' decision making process - that governance would be better - that a change would finally come - we'd be richer, freer, happier.
Bollocks.
Let's have a quick look at some select scenarios and thought exercises placing Power vs. Authority in some common everyday 'political' problems.
1. Scenario 2. Where power lies 3. Where authority lies 4. Upshot
1. My local area is a shithole filled with petty crime and anti-social madness. Hoodrats piss in my letterbox.
2. The economic progenators of the problems of meaninglessness and poverty and the persons themselves only have power to change the situation on the ground.
3. The home secretary, police authority, judiciary incompetent, at once too liberal and too intolerant. Evil in application and intent. Law wasn't meant to be like this.
4. The drain on productivity and progression continues.
1. Clubs suck nowdays. Back in the day was cool. What? You weren't all back in the day? Nahh me neither man - but I just wish I was.
2. Local police, residents, The home secretary, police authority, judiciary incompetent, at once too liberal and too intolerant. Evil in application and intent. Law wasn't meant to be like this.
3. Local police, residents.
4. They make teh money. Not teh happi.
let us make some more when we are bothered. Maybe you have ideas. I bet you don't though. Go read something fluffy
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
The Salty Suspicion of Our Engineered Depressions
I have thought it for quite a while: There's something not quite right about the nutritionally focused dictats of our great nation. In fact it seems worldwide government efforts to attack levels of salt consumption have a very sinister agenda within their thought processes...For at least EIGHT thousand years SALT - good old Sodium bloody Chloride has been the mainstay of civilisation around the world - a universal human connection. Building trade, communities and commerce around it's production, refining and consumption.
It is a practical gift to us, of social, and curiously synecratic religious connotations - all religions have their take on the use and folklore surrounding simple old SALT - and furthermore - it can be quite political as well - as trusty Wikipedia notes:
"Mahatma Gandhi led at least 100, 000 people on the "Dandi March" or "Salt Satyagraha", in which protesters made their own salt from the sea, which was illegal under British rule, as it avoided paying the "salt tax". This civil disobedience inspired millions of common people, and elevated the Indian independence movement from an elitist struggle to a national struggle."
Illegal to make your own salt? Yep. British crypto fascist socialist imperialism at it's finest. Class. No-wonder 95% of the world hates us.
Anyway back to salt alone - and what it's used for:
* Used as a condiment
* Used as a cooking agent
* Used as a preserving agent
* Used as a cleaning agent
* Used as a relgious purification and offering
* Used as a constituent of paper making, dye,
* Used as a medicine, in it's own right
* and yada yada yada yada
So... Salt eh? That evil shit they spend millions of advertising upon so that you will know - 4 gramme a day is your recommended and 7g a day is really pushing it and oh also...
It better be low sodium salt as well - these things matter - but why?
Anyone in your life ever died by their own salty hands? Of course the Devil's advocates would say: "Blood PRESURE! Hypertension! Stroke and Heart Disease!" And they may of course be well right for all the money and pressure behind their causes... but come now...
Check this article from The Nww York Times: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/04/07/science/07tier.html Or just this lifted quote among several:
"In the past year, researchers led by Salvatore Paterna of the University of Palermo have reported one of the most rigorous experiments so far: a randomized clinical trial of heart patients who were put on different diets. Those on a low-sodium diet were more likely to be rehospitalized and to die, results that prompted the researchers to ask, “Is sodium an old enemy or a new friend?”"
Well, it's certainly is, and always has been: a great friend to the pharmaceutical industry... not to mention the war industry...
"Controversial fluoride is one of the basic ingredients in both PROZAC (FLUoxetene Hydrochloride) and Sarin nerve gas (Isopropyl-Methyl-Phosphoryl FLUoride)" from http://www.preferrednetwork.com/FLUORIDE_STUPIDITY.htm
So this is the crux of the matter. Depression in 'post industrial' modern society - IS the modern malaise - it is the defining architecture of our time - layering our perceptions and informing our realities, never withstanding how happy/suicidal we are - I am confident in saying 99.9% of this world is DEPRESSED. Properly. TV flicker was set around 60hz for a reason y'know - but anyway...
Is this an accident? That salt is marketed as evil? Whilst it is in fact - like any other drug, additive or thing present on this planet given by G-d for our intelligent application and enjoyment - simply as evil as one wishes to make it be?
Meanwhile SSRI drugs, are simply in themselves, highly complex hydrochloride salts? Or am I wrong? So we are spending masses of TAX MONEY - convincing outselves to use less salt, meanwhile the following trends are seen worldwide across both phamaceutical and psychological industries:
* http://www.cchr.org.au/images/drug_sales_graph.jpg
* http://www.kmr.nu/artikel
_warn.htm* http://corpus-callosum.blogspot.com/2004_03_01_archive.html
*http://www.mja.com.au/public/issues/181_07_041004/man10822_fm.html
(following graph citations in resp order.)
Convenient co-incidence? Maybe - but also maybe - pre-meditated population control - dishonest and debauched lies to make you and I less happy in life, more dependent on pills, quick fixes and false hope - all the while making us more prone to suicide, physical health complications, and Rampaging sprees of mass murder:
"Depression today is usually treated with drugs. However, the SSRI anti-depressants such as Prozac and Zoloft have potentially serious side effects and do not address causes. Dr. Julian Whitaker and Dr. Peter Breggin found that almost all so-called rampage murders were committed by people on SSRI anti-depressants. In one study of women who
murdered their own children, 24 out of the 31 were taking anti-depressants." from: http://healingsoftheheart.blogspot.com/2007/07/depression-it-is-not-all-in-your-head.htmlOh and before you click off calling me a nutritionally focused conspiracy nutcase : -
"Since the 1950s it has been common to add a trace of sodium ferrocyanide to the brine in the United Kingdom; this acts as an anticaking agent by promoting irregular crystals.[19] Sodium ferrocyanide has been banned in the United States and a similar ban has been
discussed in the United Kingdom, but was determined to be unnecessary.[20], [21] "More info please you say? K...
"Sodium ferrocyanide, also known as tetrasodium hexacyanoferrate or sodium hexacyanoferrate (II), is a coordination compound of formula Na4Fe(CN)6 that forms 
semitransparent yellow crystals at room temperature and decomposes at its boiling point. It is soluble in water and insoluble in alcohol. Despite the presence of the cyanide ligands, sodium ferrocyanide is not especially toxic (acceptable daily intake 0-0.025 mg/(kg body weight)[2]) because the cyanides are tightly bound to the metal, although it can react with acid or photodecompose to release hydrogen cyanide gas.
In its hydrous form, Na4Fe(CN)6•10H2O (sodium ferrocyanide decahydrate), it is generally known as yellow prussiate of soda.
As yellow prussiate of soda, it is added to road and food grade salt as an anticaking agent.[2] When combined with iron, it converts to a deep blue pigment, which is the main component of prussian blue.[3] In photography, it is used for bleaching, toning, and fixing. It is used as a stabilizer for the coating on welding rods. In the petroleum industry, it is used for removal of mercaptans."Nice... and we were worried about the Mercury content of our can of tuna? Always more than meets the eye isn't there?
Happy people consume less - this is the basic fact here - they also live longer and are less easily pushed into the ringer of mechanical evil and putting up with bullshit - which is fundamentally all our great western society is. Mechanical evil - don't think for yourself - the majority is always right - fit in be safe and sound - smash your feelings with drugs - eat a low sodium diet so you die earlier, or live longer just wishing you had.
The real kicking illumination as to the whole shebang is best shown in this simple quote from a University of Iowa experiment into salt consumption in rats.
"A study on rats revealed that, the sodium deficiency in them reduced their indulgence in activities they usually enjoy, for instance drinking a sugery substance" from : http://www.healthjockey.com/2009/03/14/salt-may-be-a-natural-anti-depressant/
Better slaves and more opportunity to market ineffective and stupid attempts at raising an individuals happiness? Whyever could that be convenient for the global establishment? Surely they want us all working less and being more truly happy? They're nice people aren't they?
;)
N.B. The biggest pointer in all these considerations - is that whatever side of the fence you may sit - or not at all - it cannot be denied that THE JURY IS FIRMLY OUT on whether salt raises or lowers the possibility of stroke and heart attack in the average segment of population, but what cannot be denied is 0 gramme of salt a day is INFINITELY more dangerous for human physiology that a couple of grammes too much...
Beware those who come bearing smiles and concern for your well-being. Love everyone, Trust No-one... We finish with a quote or two from Ronald "McDonald" Reagan (not my most favourite supposed "roller back of state power" but a great quotable guy) :
"Government exists to protect us from each other. Where government has gone beyond its limits is in deciding to protect us from ourselves"...""The nine most terrifying words in the English language are: 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'"
Which incidentally is partially why government finds it helpful to make such pronouncements about SALT and FAT and SMOKING and DRUGS and LOTS OF OTHER NICE THINGS - from behind the curtain of third sector quangos which they 95% bankroll and appoint staff to anyway.
What a bunch of cunts. Enjoy your saltyness my best beloved...
Friday, 19 June 2009
Government set to ban sarcasm and parody in bid to elevate political discourse.
In a pro-active surprise announcement yesterday, The Minister for Information Services announced a new Third Sector organisation to tackle Politically focused informational weapons such as Sarcasm, Sardonic asides, and Parodies within the 'blogosphere'. A largely unregulated and unpopular form of media - the blogosphere has frequently been charged with stirring up unrest against the political establishment and providing succor to crazy fringe groups such as the Young Conservatives, and the Coalition against Poverty.
NOLULZ - as the official working title of the new quango - will begin it's work in the Autumn. The carefully handpicked members are expected to red line, line by line, every blog ever started by a person in the world that unfairly criticises or attempts to without "Reasonable Motivation" denigrate the actions or inactions of National, Local, and Third Party Franchised Governance in the United Kingdom.
Enforcement options are said to be 'more medieval than the oft-cliched 'draconian'', ranging from any seditiously amusing blog offender simply having their 'webpage' redirected to Labour.org.uk - or any serious repeat offender being taken through the courts system, publicly exposed and placed on the sex offenders register, and/or fined up to £5000 or imprisioned for a minimum of one year.
The Minister for Information Service - The Rt Hon Jimmy Tightlips refused to comment on the forthcoming legislation and new executive authority of NOLULZ simply stating: "I would give you a quote, but without this legislation being in effect you might twist my words and make fun of m-m-m-my speech impediment, and undermine my perception of my own authority. So get fucked-journofag."
Bloggers are said to be in uproar about the legal changes, however the general public when asked for it's opinion over a pint of Carling simply stated: "What you gonna do?" and shook it's head sadly.
NOLULZ - as the official working title of the new quango - will begin it's work in the Autumn. The carefully handpicked members are expected to red line, line by line, every blog ever started by a person in the world that unfairly criticises or attempts to without "Reasonable Motivation" denigrate the actions or inactions of National, Local, and Third Party Franchised Governance in the United Kingdom.
Enforcement options are said to be 'more medieval than the oft-cliched 'draconian'', ranging from any seditiously amusing blog offender simply having their 'webpage' redirected to Labour.org.uk - or any serious repeat offender being taken through the courts system, publicly exposed and placed on the sex offenders register, and/or fined up to £5000 or imprisioned for a minimum of one year.
The Minister for Information Service - The Rt Hon Jimmy Tightlips refused to comment on the forthcoming legislation and new executive authority of NOLULZ simply stating: "I would give you a quote, but without this legislation being in effect you might twist my words and make fun of m-m-m-my speech impediment, and undermine my perception of my own authority. So get fucked-journofag."
Bloggers are said to be in uproar about the legal changes, however the general public when asked for it's opinion over a pint of Carling simply stated: "What you gonna do?" and shook it's head sadly.
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
Conversations with the Dragons of London
You're walking down a central London street - feeling the breeze and smelly freshness the Thames brings. Seagulls squark above pushing pigeons into the next borough and giving a more seaside holiday ambiance than the area strictly deserves - but then - what is this? We are stopped by a Dragon.
"Hello" we say to the Dragon.
"Fuck off" the Dragon curtly responds.
"For Why!?!" ask we: "Are we not allowed to pass?"
"You are permitted to trade here." quoth the Dragon.
"Who made you Lord Guardian of the City of London?" we cheekily asked of the Dragon.
"I can't remember it was a long time ago - move along swiftly please - you are undermining my authority." The Dragon sulkily bitched...
So we moved along to spare it's pride and the Dragon stiffened up again - haughty and silver - bearing the shield of St George and the curious inscription upon his majestic plinth. As we walked I wondered what it says about a place that surrounds itself with Dragons. What would a psychologist make of it all... if a man made mad filled the edge of his territory with a fantastic mythical creature so beloved of Greece, Egypt, and Rome - what would it say of his mind?
The Dragon stands for the symbol. The power of hoarding - of the preservation of spirit against the erosions of time and circumstance - the ability of using evil forces to insure the longevity of goodness. The simple raw abilty to stand steadfast in the middle - unconcerned of the questions of morality - is it good or is it evil and to be in the middle collecting the profit from the position of non-alignment.
It is a hermetic symbol. It's deeper meanings are hidden. Cloaked by fairy stories, fudges of misconception, and the simplicity of the secret in full view.
Dragons turn Air into Fire. A Dragon is the symbol of a satanic spark that upshifts needs into desires, and sees their fulfillment for an agreed price, yet always uncorrelated to the cost. Profit is no end in itself without the power of control it accrues over time. How could you ever protect this resource so finaegled for? Trust it to a Dragon.
There is no better symbol of an area dedicated solely to mercantile interests, of an area in which illusions of life from all those outside the area are plotted upon so as to best be sated for profit
temporal.
Through the tiny streets of the city corridors crossing the thoroughfares of Main roads littered with commercial oasis's - watering holes for the weary commercialists who roam from meeting to meeting and office to office - looking for the treasure we find the little brother of the guardian Dragon.
"Hello you! What are you guarding?" we asked the Dragon upon it's tall plinth - staring towards the great Old Lady of Threadneedle Street - The home to The Bank of England.
"I guard nothing I just watch this place" the little dragon smiled - more friendly than the last.
"What do you see?" an open question - always better for the conversation - asked we.
"I see life all day - so beautiful - but the night comes and the soul dies away from here." the little Dragon wistfully sighed - sounding so tired.
"What is the meaning of you?" we asked somewhat more forcefully - trying to get to the point.
"I am the permanence of impermanance, I am the solid power of vile illusions held more tightly dear than any shining reality, I am the halfway wisdom between what is not known and what is never known." the little Dragon stopped.
"Do you not know what you are?" we pushed evermore unimpressed at it's sophistry.
"I know what you are" said the little Dragon. "That is enough for me." it concluded.
"Curiouser and curiouser" we thought continuing our ambling with no-where to go...
Further on travelling North, we came into the land of lawyers, in their sacred Temple. This time the Dragon spoke first to us:
"Whyfore ye go?" it said, closing it's eyelids gaze upon us, with menacing humour...
"Whyfore you stay? Can you not fly away? Do you have no cave?" we asked back.
"I could leave if I wished!" The Dragon sniffed. "Be careful in these boundaries - evil will be to him who thinks evil!"
"So we have heard before!" we reposted to the Dragon. "We come not to weave but to marvel at the tapestry and the spiders upon it - have no fear!" we smiled unto the Iron Dragon.
It smiled back: "I am fear, but you seem to have no use for me, and I none for you. It is good to see free people move before me and stop to talk. Carry on with my blessing which you need not!"
... and so we carried on walking.
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Fascists - anti-fascists and the no platform platform. Confusing? Not really...
On the Saturday Thirteen of June the Guardian and the Times dealt with the egging of the BNP head honcho Nick Griffin. p20 and p30 respecively.
The Guardian in fact carried a letter 'an open letter' if you will...and advertisement no less on the behalf of the Royal British Legion and it started by goading the supposed rabid nigger hating paki bashing chinese person nipple tweaking utter horrid hooliganistic heathenistic evil hordes of political extremeism gone mad fascists...
it said: "we couldnt help but notice there was egg on your face"... which is of course entirely amusing. ha. ha. ha.
:/ yeh...
"you wore a poppy lapel badge during your news conference to celebrate your election victory... This is in direct contravention of our polite request that you refrain from politicising one of the nation's most treasured and beloved symbols."
Excuse me, I'm not fucking BNP, and I don't hate them or think they should be censored, they deffo have some interesting and honest points on immigration and that's unique out of most parties... who say little and do less to stop our country being overpopulated.
Yet this is the Royal British Legion here. Excuse fucking me but what about your racists members who actually died fighting for democracy whilst anti-fascists like Searchlight openly say:
"Campaigners are also organising a petition to take to the European Perliament next month saying that while the BNP has won seats, it does not represent Britain."
It obviously fucking does if they have parliamentary national representation it doesn't it?
Can you fucking spell irony or what? Are they insane? How is spending your charitably raised funds on fighting 'fascism' in any way part of "providing help and welfare to the serving and ex-Service community and their families." ?
Sure how you spend your ill gotton gains as another sufferer of the fact that whilst our government loves to have people to fight in it's wars and fight meaningless engagements that could have been avoided it tops up the care it should afford them naturally as a condition of service by using charitable contributions and ringing in the third sector, much like it does in homelessness. It's quite a fucking thing. It's almost...fascist?
We've got a schism in our society. It's fucking stupid. People are protesting with hammers about this. It's downright fucking caveman stupid tribalistic dogmatic hateful zealotry on both sides. STICK TO CIVIL LIBERTIES FOR ALL PLEASE.
ALSO IF YOU ARE SO LEFT WING AND PROGRESSIVE, WHY AREN'T YOU FIGHTING FOR AND PROPOSING SOLUTIONS TO CURRENT FASCISM RATHER THAN SUPPOSED "POTENTIAL FASCISM"?
The Guardian in fact carried a letter 'an open letter' if you will...and advertisement no less on the behalf of the Royal British Legion and it started by goading the supposed rabid nigger hating paki bashing chinese person nipple tweaking utter horrid hooliganistic heathenistic evil hordes of political extremeism gone mad fascists...
it said: "we couldnt help but notice there was egg on your face"... which is of course entirely amusing. ha. ha. ha.
:/ yeh...
"you wore a poppy lapel badge during your news conference to celebrate your election victory... This is in direct contravention of our polite request that you refrain from politicising one of the nation's most treasured and beloved symbols."
Excuse me, I'm not fucking BNP, and I don't hate them or think they should be censored, they deffo have some interesting and honest points on immigration and that's unique out of most parties... who say little and do less to stop our country being overpopulated.
Yet this is the Royal British Legion here. Excuse fucking me but what about your racists members who actually died fighting for democracy whilst anti-fascists like Searchlight openly say:
"Campaigners are also organising a petition to take to the European Perliament next month saying that while the BNP has won seats, it does not represent Britain."
It obviously fucking does if they have parliamentary national representation it doesn't it?
Can you fucking spell irony or what? Are they insane? How is spending your charitably raised funds on fighting 'fascism' in any way part of "providing help and welfare to the serving and ex-Service community and their families." ?
Sure how you spend your ill gotton gains as another sufferer of the fact that whilst our government loves to have people to fight in it's wars and fight meaningless engagements that could have been avoided it tops up the care it should afford them naturally as a condition of service by using charitable contributions and ringing in the third sector, much like it does in homelessness. It's quite a fucking thing. It's almost...fascist?
We've got a schism in our society. It's fucking stupid. People are protesting with hammers about this. It's downright fucking caveman stupid tribalistic dogmatic hateful zealotry on both sides. STICK TO CIVIL LIBERTIES FOR ALL PLEASE.
ALSO IF YOU ARE SO LEFT WING AND PROGRESSIVE, WHY AREN'T YOU FIGHTING FOR AND PROPOSING SOLUTIONS TO CURRENT FASCISM RATHER THAN SUPPOSED "POTENTIAL FASCISM"?
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
Symbolic of the Seasons - Numbness and Nightmares
From the Winter solstice commonly seen as December 21st to the Summer solstice on 21st of June this blog doesn't pay much love to the Summer solstice... my apologies...I'd like to care, but I don't.
It's a bit traditional - celebrating the zenith of Nature's power falling back into the death of Winter, the inhalation of the planet is more celebrated than the exhalation - is there a single difference, the lowest point where life bounces back - is surely more special than the highest point where it reaches no more and begins to fall. Celebrating highs is for the normal I suppose. Celebrating lows weird, and neither worse still.
After the assurance of continuity in any animal, plant, or even concept is ensured by it's replication it's origination begins to die. Yet from the core of stillness comes the greatest movements and in the bleakest silence is the more beautiful music to be heard. Behind the thought of nothingness is the doorway to everything and it's acceptance as natural and part of the path... our minds, guided feelings are the only influence we can have either positive or not.
Rastafarians have that wonderful reference of "I and I" to denote the double spirituality in every person, and affirm their own place in the cosmos, not just by knowing there is an "I" but that there is and "I" that is not "I" that will continue forth...
I like that thought, I like the thought a friend reposted me with recently that - 'all we are is feelings', I like the thought that the consciousness can direct these emotions, that we're not really at all powerless and perhaps I like most of all the certainty that none of this really at all even in the basest negativity can possibly matter to a cosmos that only respects and grows through love which is more than a feeling or so the power ballad goes - I don't know...
This love is not as we commonly know it as so often reflected, but an exercise in the confluence of every emotion, with the friction between forcing the growth. No Deus Caritas Est, G-d is not love, but all, and all is Love. The nothingness is coming and none should have to bear the burden of living in fear, living in mechanical evil, or living in desperation at knowing the better truths we can visualise without indoctrination or proselytisation.
Because we will live as we dream and at the moment and perhaps in the past, too long we have shifted in between numbness and nightmares. The ascension from simply desiring an alternative to bringing it about is beginning - of course it's an aphorism - and eternal cliche - we do live in interesting times.
We have seven billion people here. A mere million control them. Information is changing, mindsets are changing, and the universe is always changing. The tipping point approaches where the combinations of financial chaos, political instability, consistent corporate cow-towing in our everyday lives, and the environmental and social fallouts from all of these plus war and limitless amounts of confusion, hatred, and fear - well you get the picture... smash head on into a rising level of consciousness, communications, and co-ordination.
With or without David Cameron, we really need a fucking change, It starts with us I suppose. Fuck the politics.
People who consider to think in hard yet positive ways of the future seem to universally realise that a future of domination, of hierarchy and control of anything other than consent and maximum liberty will result in increasing poverty, violence and ignorance... as recruitment consultants say: "It's not rocket science". Politicians don't get it in the main. Doesn't work like that in their world. Fair direct and local democracy isn't their product to sell. It's ours. This is one area where they won't tell you "the system is at fault".
It's as simple as this, in a beautiful world that breathes, in seasons, throwing out treasures of life and fascination and comfort for us will we regulate our own population for ourselves or eat ourselves alive, will we negotiate and compromise or fight for resources, do we believe in left and right, or do we believe in Libertarianism over authoritarianism? Service of life, or, a life of servitude?
To be honest - this is the point - it's summer. Do you want to work in a great job? Want to push paper and people around? Want mansion with ferrari, designer clothes, holidays, plastic surgery, perfect children you never see and a fucking meaningless moribund existence chasing other peoples dreams, for other peoples approval, and for other people to service the fallacies of relative wealth.
The lies between Left and Right political perspectives facilitate the stupidity of increasing work for decreasing compensation, increasing fear for increasing control, and decreasing supply to support increasing prices.
The witchcraft around you blighting your life is riddeled in legalese, politicianish, complacency and backroom oaths sworn to the good times granted by pursuit of money.
So what do people who are anti-money, anti-society, and anti-bullshit pursue instead? They pursue value over money, simplicity over ostentation, engagement without power seeking... truth at all costs up to and including asceticism, ostracisation, or death, to bring however vainly and misguidedly try and move power towards good, in themselves, and for the freedom of those around to do likewise. It is an as yet still quite unwritten narrative. Where it goes no-body knows...
We are our feelings, and our thoughts and actions can further and deepen contentment, clemency and compassion, nothing needs to be renounced and no allegiances pledged. The hate that felt addictive and sweet now becomes poisonous bitter and is spat out. There is no point worrying, there is no point being afraid, there is no point being complacent and there is no point speaking solely in threes... there's no point pretending it is easy.
Within language there is is the rationalisation of the world around us, the spells cast by the duality of perception and misconception can be broken by calm questioning, kindness not only to others but most to oneself, and the realisation that we can be in control if we wish to be
'I and I' come to a Summer Solstice happy that for some reason now I don't feel powerless, but I don't feel powerful, I feel a power. I don't feel frightened, and I don't feel bravado, I feel the equanemity in it all. I don't feel happy or unhappy, I feel content - I have my own colour of sanity, somewhere to live, as many friends I can trust as fingers on one of my hands, and a sweet family. I feel rich enough by far.
They say for 'every one person who attacks the root of evil there are millions hacking at it's branches'... if the evil is within each of us, along with the G-d (good) then living as we dream shouldn't it all start and end in the individual if the evil can never be eradicated but controlled and minimised isn't it encumbant to try and do so?
Yet it doesn't it starts in groups. Christians, Muslims, Jews, Buddhists, Wiccans, etc etc etc Governments, Companies, Charities, Parties, etc etc etc Nations, races, colours, ages, sexes, class. All as fucked up as each other. All trying to beat each other to be like each other in order THEN that the world be perfect and we can start making slides everywhere and free ice cream machines everywhere.
I'm not sure how far along I am this strange path of life to really pass judgment on anyone or anything much seriously, as an individual I offer only another opinion, no policy or declaration of war. I've learnt that for all the problems in our world, the solutions are there, it really desn't have to be like this.
I believe in hell, I've felt it in Essex. I believe in heaven, I've felt it in Essex. The fact is whatever the season the more grateful for existence I try and be the happier I seem to be despite obstacles and it has brought a contentment so that's perhaps something at least to share amid politics an incoming apocalypse, a little secular existentially bullshit free nugget of truth I found lying around my head this night. At the least I am grateful to you personally for reading my bilge.
Many skittles to your rainbows.
Jon
It's a bit traditional - celebrating the zenith of Nature's power falling back into the death of Winter, the inhalation of the planet is more celebrated than the exhalation - is there a single difference, the lowest point where life bounces back - is surely more special than the highest point where it reaches no more and begins to fall. Celebrating highs is for the normal I suppose. Celebrating lows weird, and neither worse still.
After the assurance of continuity in any animal, plant, or even concept is ensured by it's replication it's origination begins to die. Yet from the core of stillness comes the greatest movements and in the bleakest silence is the more beautiful music to be heard. Behind the thought of nothingness is the doorway to everything and it's acceptance as natural and part of the path... our minds, guided feelings are the only influence we can have either positive or not.
Rastafarians have that wonderful reference of "I and I" to denote the double spirituality in every person, and affirm their own place in the cosmos, not just by knowing there is an "I" but that there is and "I" that is not "I" that will continue forth...
I like that thought, I like the thought a friend reposted me with recently that - 'all we are is feelings', I like the thought that the consciousness can direct these emotions, that we're not really at all powerless and perhaps I like most of all the certainty that none of this really at all even in the basest negativity can possibly matter to a cosmos that only respects and grows through love which is more than a feeling or so the power ballad goes - I don't know...
This love is not as we commonly know it as so often reflected, but an exercise in the confluence of every emotion, with the friction between forcing the growth. No Deus Caritas Est, G-d is not love, but all, and all is Love. The nothingness is coming and none should have to bear the burden of living in fear, living in mechanical evil, or living in desperation at knowing the better truths we can visualise without indoctrination or proselytisation.
Because we will live as we dream and at the moment and perhaps in the past, too long we have shifted in between numbness and nightmares. The ascension from simply desiring an alternative to bringing it about is beginning - of course it's an aphorism - and eternal cliche - we do live in interesting times.
We have seven billion people here. A mere million control them. Information is changing, mindsets are changing, and the universe is always changing. The tipping point approaches where the combinations of financial chaos, political instability, consistent corporate cow-towing in our everyday lives, and the environmental and social fallouts from all of these plus war and limitless amounts of confusion, hatred, and fear - well you get the picture... smash head on into a rising level of consciousness, communications, and co-ordination.
With or without David Cameron, we really need a fucking change, It starts with us I suppose. Fuck the politics.
People who consider to think in hard yet positive ways of the future seem to universally realise that a future of domination, of hierarchy and control of anything other than consent and maximum liberty will result in increasing poverty, violence and ignorance... as recruitment consultants say: "It's not rocket science". Politicians don't get it in the main. Doesn't work like that in their world. Fair direct and local democracy isn't their product to sell. It's ours. This is one area where they won't tell you "the system is at fault".
It's as simple as this, in a beautiful world that breathes, in seasons, throwing out treasures of life and fascination and comfort for us will we regulate our own population for ourselves or eat ourselves alive, will we negotiate and compromise or fight for resources, do we believe in left and right, or do we believe in Libertarianism over authoritarianism? Service of life, or, a life of servitude?
To be honest - this is the point - it's summer. Do you want to work in a great job? Want to push paper and people around? Want mansion with ferrari, designer clothes, holidays, plastic surgery, perfect children you never see and a fucking meaningless moribund existence chasing other peoples dreams, for other peoples approval, and for other people to service the fallacies of relative wealth.
The lies between Left and Right political perspectives facilitate the stupidity of increasing work for decreasing compensation, increasing fear for increasing control, and decreasing supply to support increasing prices.
The witchcraft around you blighting your life is riddeled in legalese, politicianish, complacency and backroom oaths sworn to the good times granted by pursuit of money.
So what do people who are anti-money, anti-society, and anti-bullshit pursue instead? They pursue value over money, simplicity over ostentation, engagement without power seeking... truth at all costs up to and including asceticism, ostracisation, or death, to bring however vainly and misguidedly try and move power towards good, in themselves, and for the freedom of those around to do likewise. It is an as yet still quite unwritten narrative. Where it goes no-body knows...
We are our feelings, and our thoughts and actions can further and deepen contentment, clemency and compassion, nothing needs to be renounced and no allegiances pledged. The hate that felt addictive and sweet now becomes poisonous bitter and is spat out. There is no point worrying, there is no point being afraid, there is no point being complacent and there is no point speaking solely in threes... there's no point pretending it is easy.
Within language there is is the rationalisation of the world around us, the spells cast by the duality of perception and misconception can be broken by calm questioning, kindness not only to others but most to oneself, and the realisation that we can be in control if we wish to be
'I and I' come to a Summer Solstice happy that for some reason now I don't feel powerless, but I don't feel powerful, I feel a power. I don't feel frightened, and I don't feel bravado, I feel the equanemity in it all. I don't feel happy or unhappy, I feel content - I have my own colour of sanity, somewhere to live, as many friends I can trust as fingers on one of my hands, and a sweet family. I feel rich enough by far.
They say for 'every one person who attacks the root of evil there are millions hacking at it's branches'... if the evil is within each of us, along with the G-d (good) then living as we dream shouldn't it all start and end in the individual if the evil can never be eradicated but controlled and minimised isn't it encumbant to try and do so?
Yet it doesn't it starts in groups. Christians, Muslims, Jews, Buddhists, Wiccans, etc etc etc Governments, Companies, Charities, Parties, etc etc etc Nations, races, colours, ages, sexes, class. All as fucked up as each other. All trying to beat each other to be like each other in order THEN that the world be perfect and we can start making slides everywhere and free ice cream machines everywhere.
I'm not sure how far along I am this strange path of life to really pass judgment on anyone or anything much seriously, as an individual I offer only another opinion, no policy or declaration of war. I've learnt that for all the problems in our world, the solutions are there, it really desn't have to be like this.
I believe in hell, I've felt it in Essex. I believe in heaven, I've felt it in Essex. The fact is whatever the season the more grateful for existence I try and be the happier I seem to be despite obstacles and it has brought a contentment so that's perhaps something at least to share amid politics an incoming apocalypse, a little secular existentially bullshit free nugget of truth I found lying around my head this night. At the least I am grateful to you personally for reading my bilge.
Many skittles to your rainbows.
Jon
Thursday, 28 May 2009
Busting some Internet Rumours that aren't true
If you get yourself a page on Wikipedia you don't become really immortal.
Some Yahoo Services can be rather intelligent.
Google is like the government only better it makes things work without charging the end user just those who necessarily prey on them (THAT'S QUALITY ANTI-GOOGLE TYPE TROLLING THAT IS)
Having a DeviantArt account doesn't necessarily make you alternative.
Myspace has old people on it. They're just not as annoying so you don't notice them.
MSN is not exclusively used by MS loving newbs. Only 95% at least.
Ebay is never dodgy if you're smart.
Paypal is not the bank of the future
Facebook trolling is not addictive.
AOL don't mind if you leave them.
Youtube has great stuff on it. It's just not available in your county, removed, or contains cats and music videos.
Craigslist is not at all like the sad face of the human race.
If it wasn't for Neopets I wouldn't bother with the internet really.
Some Yahoo Services can be rather intelligent.
Google is like the government only better it makes things work without charging the end user just those who necessarily prey on them (THAT'S QUALITY ANTI-GOOGLE TYPE TROLLING THAT IS)
Having a DeviantArt account doesn't necessarily make you alternative.
Myspace has old people on it. They're just not as annoying so you don't notice them.
MSN is not exclusively used by MS loving newbs. Only 95% at least.
Ebay is never dodgy if you're smart.
Paypal is not the bank of the future
Facebook trolling is not addictive.
AOL don't mind if you leave them.
Youtube has great stuff on it. It's just not available in your county, removed, or contains cats and music videos.
Craigslist is not at all like the sad face of the human race.
If it wasn't for Neopets I wouldn't bother with the internet really.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
A Country Bumpkins guide to Inner London Lingo
Aight right
- means "I am cool and interested in what you have to say - however politeness and my lack of preference for showiness forbid me to show enthusiasm."
Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
- basically corresponds to being hit by a lightening bolt of sudden understanding: "oh now I get you".
Behr Tasty Blood
- fear not - you haven't just encoutered a vampire. A Young Londoner is just explaining that something is either "very pleasing to my tastebuds, my friend" or that "some fellow is very adept at knucklefighting, my mate"... All dependent on context.
blat blat blat - or brap brap brap
- the jungle noises of the young and lingually inventive are also a curiosity of context - these examples themselves being of the expression "my golly, that's such good shit, I'm going to pretend I'm shooting some motherfuckers in the sky" or also: "My boys and I are going to take you down and show you ever intimate detail of our shiny Nike's". Our advice is to move from any vicinity where people are engaged in these serlf-expressions.
CuntShanker
- a gentlemen who is unafraid to stab the ladies with knives and not just his erect member.
Coolie
- a gentlemen who may or not be of afro carribean extraction, but shows, ' behr love ' for said community in his dress and peer group.
Deep
- a comment or action of high insensitivity to the feelings og whom it was directed at.
Easy
- "Calm down - together we can achieve anything".
Fess
- "I'm now going to bullshit the fuck out of you".
Gatt
- "My imaginary gun I kill nuff peeps with in my dreams".
Honked out yeti
- A girl of any race whom professes to only sleep with white men. Or more correctly: won't sleep with the fellow in question. Usage: "Bruv, dat bitch woz stuck up bruv, fuck, don't like asian mans, fucking honked out yeti".
Init thou
- "I concurr and am interested in hearing more of this".
Joker
- a person whom is either someone you laugh at or with. Highly context dependent: "Dave is a joker like, he fucked his boys girl, fucked on diamond white".
Ker-chung, ker-ching
- Money, or the tinkling of many rings, upon cracking some brer in the mush.
Leng
- containing the property of wholesome awesomeness.
Merked
- To terminate life with extreme prejudice.
Nang
- Properly made good stuff from China.
Rolex
- A electronic foot tag given only to the most inspiring of criminal fraternity by the Justic system in order to impress friends and relatives before getting home early.
Skets
- Female personages of low moral fibre.
Tings
- Things - but nice things only - Tits etc...
Utes
- Those who act immaturely.
Vibe
- Let us pretend to have a good time to impress our immediate peer group.
Wonga
- Money - lots of - 'in billz'.
Yard
- place of residing not indicating ownership.
- means "I am cool and interested in what you have to say - however politeness and my lack of preference for showiness forbid me to show enthusiasm."
Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
- basically corresponds to being hit by a lightening bolt of sudden understanding: "oh now I get you".
Behr Tasty Blood
- fear not - you haven't just encoutered a vampire. A Young Londoner is just explaining that something is either "very pleasing to my tastebuds, my friend" or that "some fellow is very adept at knucklefighting, my mate"... All dependent on context.
blat blat blat - or brap brap brap
- the jungle noises of the young and lingually inventive are also a curiosity of context - these examples themselves being of the expression "my golly, that's such good shit, I'm going to pretend I'm shooting some motherfuckers in the sky" or also: "My boys and I are going to take you down and show you ever intimate detail of our shiny Nike's". Our advice is to move from any vicinity where people are engaged in these serlf-expressions.
CuntShanker
- a gentlemen who is unafraid to stab the ladies with knives and not just his erect member.
Coolie
- a gentlemen who may or not be of afro carribean extraction, but shows, ' behr love ' for said community in his dress and peer group.
Deep
- a comment or action of high insensitivity to the feelings og whom it was directed at.
Easy
- "Calm down - together we can achieve anything".
Fess
- "I'm now going to bullshit the fuck out of you".
Gatt
- "My imaginary gun I kill nuff peeps with in my dreams".
Honked out yeti
- A girl of any race whom professes to only sleep with white men. Or more correctly: won't sleep with the fellow in question. Usage: "Bruv, dat bitch woz stuck up bruv, fuck, don't like asian mans, fucking honked out yeti".
Init thou
- "I concurr and am interested in hearing more of this".
Joker
- a person whom is either someone you laugh at or with. Highly context dependent: "Dave is a joker like, he fucked his boys girl, fucked on diamond white".
Ker-chung, ker-ching
- Money, or the tinkling of many rings, upon cracking some brer in the mush.
Leng
- containing the property of wholesome awesomeness.
Merked
- To terminate life with extreme prejudice.
Nang
- Properly made good stuff from China.
Rolex
- A electronic foot tag given only to the most inspiring of criminal fraternity by the Justic system in order to impress friends and relatives before getting home early.
Skets
- Female personages of low moral fibre.
Tings
- Things - but nice things only - Tits etc...
Utes
- Those who act immaturely.
Vibe
- Let us pretend to have a good time to impress our immediate peer group.
Wonga
- Money - lots of - 'in billz'.
Yard
- place of residing not indicating ownership.
Sunday, 24 May 2009
1 Fuck Solid Reason Twitter beats Fagbook
What other social network encourages you to be a funny cuts piece of shit and to not take it all and yourself seriously? Not FB. People get emotional over that shit... Twitter rules... a far nicer internet company to give my head's babble unto me doth thinkzzz... Also they have mass word games. Heaven :)
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex IT'S NOT ILLEGAL! | it's only unlawful | CLINGFILM AIN'T PROTECTION | shit I'm gay! | ONE MORE TIME!# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex DON'T TELL HILARY | more chilli sauce | IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL | won't dig itself....
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex WIFE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND... / casual only right? / NOT BAD EH? / it does tricks! / SUCK AND SEE
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex #chav version behr blusky babe | MORE CHILD BENEFITS!!! | your sister does | PANTS ALREADY DOWN
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex YOU'RE NOT FAT | you kill me | DADDY DON'T PLEASE | mommy knows best | PUT SHEEP DOWN
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex yo ate peanuts? | BANG BANG BANG | Awwwww Yeah Bitch | TAKE TEETH OUT! | PUT TEETH IN!
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex Social Media Expert?!
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex GO WASH MORE / WHAT'S THESE LUMPS? / MY TOUNGE HURTS / YOU LIKE MUDKIPS?
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex ANAL DOESN'T HURT
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex CLOWN SUITS ON !!!
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex DON'T WANT TO
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex CUP OF TEA? CUP OF COFFEE? CUP OF ROHYPNOL? cHLOROFORM SANDWICH DEAR?
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex WE BROKE BED / QUICK DAD'S COMING / YOU GO FIRST / LETS SMOKE CRACK!
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex STAY DOWN BITCH
# #3wordsaftersex AND #3wordsbeforesex = SUCK IT OFF!
# #3wordsaftersex #raped horse #Dickension version NEIGH NEIGH NEIGH
# #3wordsaftersex #cybersex version / lol, cum, cya / brb washing mouse / can't type now / that was lame / phone sex next? / lol am male...
# #3wordsaftersex #Bipolar version / I felt nothing! / OMG OMG OMG / So so lame / I prefer prozac / such pretty wrists / LEAVE ME ALONE *sobs*
# #youknowitsgoodwhen #3wordsaftersex = #Happy Towel Day!! :D yay flawless victory!
# #3wordsaftersex thing go yet! / CUT IT DEEP / That changed me / I feel different / where's my dik?
# #3wordsaftersex #thai version / YOU A MAN? / Me No Horny / Give sucky sucky / You AIDSMAN now / 14 IS legal... / love fat americans / $1?
# #3wordsaftersex #Gordon Brown version / on with job / weather the storm / Who are you? / Wish Tony here / four balls good / two balls bad
# #3wordsaftersex #josef fritzel version / don't go anywhere... / turn off light / say daddy again / pregnant again slut? / no means yes
# #3wordsaftersex #linux version I'm so ronery / apt-get-cigarette / mmm so stable! / broke my kernal / mmmm memory leak / brbr playing perl
# #3wordsaftersex #economist version / norepeat diminishing returns / supply and demand / ,mmm fiscally stimulating / Let's BANK together!!!
# #3wordsaftersex #philosophy version / I came - therefore... / Who's God Anyway? / that was epicurean! / Soul is sticky / Symbolic wet patch
# #3wordsaftersex #EASTENDERS VERSION !!! PLaying happy families? / Shut it Stace / OUTTA MY PUB / Giz a fiver / Just popping Vic / Showinyer face again?
# #3wordsaftersex #Welsh version BAAAAAAA BAAAAAAAA BAAAAAAAA
# #3wordsaftersex #Manchester version / alright our kid? / Scheme scheme sound / Was fooking gaggin / Pint of boddies? / GIVE KNICKERS BACK!!
# #3wordsaftersex / Beanz Meanz Babies \ Your house stinks / What is love? / baby baby baby / don't hurt me / don't hurt me / no more ooooh
# #3wordsaftersex #Lib-Dem version / You're Sarah Teather? / YOU CHEEKY BOY! / Stroke my chin / Let's play scrabble!!! / Fuck anoter coalition
# #3wordsaftersex #Labour Version / that was great / more fucked now / than even the / United Kingdom Parliament ....
# #3wordsaftersex #Tory version / come on cams / come on cams / oooh discipline me! / Get the WHIP! / Change Change Change
# #3wordsaftersex #BNP version Urgh fucking immigrants eh? / That was diabolical... / Griffin-Nick-Griffin / Cummed ya tats / white sex pawa
# #3wordsaftersex #Morrissey version / mmmm, nice, @RustyRockets / And Now my / Ass is full / Famous international gayboys / a good lay
# #susan boyle version #3wordsaftersex I dreamed a... / THAT'S FUCKING IT? / YOUR EVEN UGLIER / YES I'M SCOTTISH / DON'T PATRONISE ME!!!
# #3wordsaftersex #EastLondonVersion BRAP BRAP BRAP! / Woz Rags Init? / Want KFC Now? / Where's TESCO bag? / Urgh smells asian ....
# #3wordsaftersex #impotenceversion / never happened before! / It's not you... / I has headfuck / try again tomorrow? / never mind baby...
# #3wordsaftersex #RoyWalkerVersion It was good! / but it's not / RIGHT!!!
# #3wordsaftersex #pedoversion / Now run along / Don't tell mommy / Stop fucking crying! / Only pride hurts / You like sweeties?
# #3wordsaftersex #prossieversion Can We Hug? / Got herpes eh? / No Tip today / next girl please / smear lard around / EAT IT UP!!!
# #3wordsaftersex #beastversion Good dog! slower.... \ STOP SCRATCHING ME \ must wash fur \ ARF ARF ARF! \ let's have biscuits...
# #3wordsaftersex WIPE THE KEYBOARD!!!
# #3wordsaftersex KILL ALL HUMANS KILL ALL HUMANS KILL ALL HUMANS
Saturday, 23 May 2009
The problem with the Daily Mail isn't that it's conservative
It's simply authoritarian in every utterence of editorial on politics. Shameful: Check this...
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1186940/Mole-blew-whistle-MP-expenses-swashbuckler-7million-trail-debt.html
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1186940/Mole-blew-whistle-MP-expenses-swashbuckler-7million-trail-debt.html
The former SAS officer behind the disclosure of MPs' expenses claims has left a trail of bad debts from a succession of failed businesses, The Mail on Sunday has discovered.
Twice-married John Wick, who claims to be close friends with a number of Tory grandees whom he refuses to name, has said his decision to sell the sensational documents was motivated by a sense of public duty.
The 60-year-old has also said he wants to highlight MPs' 'ongoing abuse of taxpayers' money' - even though his own ventures have left thousands of pounds in unpaid tax.
His money problems suggest he badly needed the reputed £100,000 he was paid for the Commons expense claims, which were originally touted to newspapers - not including The Mail on Sunday - for up to £350,000.
Our investigation has revealed that:
- Mr Wick has left a string of 16 collapsed businesses behind him, with debts totalling more than £7million.
- His failed business ventures have left former military comrades tens of thousands of pounds out of pocket.
A former Metropolitan Police Commissioner who briefly served on the board of one of Mr Wick's companies has distanced himself from the businessman, calling him a 'swashbuckling sort of a man' whom he did not trust.
The debts Mr Wick left include a string of unpaid bills, such as £34.56 from his milkman, £195.61 for a water cooler - and £35 from the Shangri-La guest house in Whitley Bay.
But Mr Wick has a reputation for 'phoenixing' - a term used when businesses collapse and then start up again under a new name within weeks.
Don't fucking patronise me Dave...
"Change in our country will come and we can make that great day of change arrive all the sooner, if on June 4th you give this weak, useless and spineless government a message they won't forget, enough is enough. It is over. You are the past, it is time for change".
I can't see it.
Punchline? These people control nuclear and legions of conventional weapons. LOL.
The Tripartite soundbite. A devilish concoction of Obama like buzzwords coupled with the lowest common denominators need for soundbites.
Pic: Dave picking out a snack at the HoC canteen.
It's an ugly and diabolical siuation. Dave is a bad witch. His spells might be workable, robust, tried and tested little Public Relations cheap tactics... but that's all they are. No inspiration,no message, no hmmm... joie de vivre?
This multi-millionaire whose playing to the gallery of MP expenses with a cynical "be just a little bit tougher than Brown" bullshit claims more housing benefit than you or I ever could or should really be allowed. You know how I feel about our housing systems and money systems and Dave and his helpful lack of cognition about, well, anything - just goes to show - the more educated you are - the greater capacity for stupidity - the more entitled and coddled by society - the less imagination for changing it.
Scameron is another fraud established by the same old same old networks of activist busybodies and party faithfuls. He shows every sign of being a 'getting on with the job' EU integrating - Life hating soulless power seeker - but worst of all - a hypocrite. Stand down over expenses Dave and I just might vote for a fresher conservative party: cause to be quite "Frank" Dave - your house stinks.
Dave might be the next priminister, Dave might head a coalition Con-Lib government, but what Dave definitely will not do is change anything of any importance in any meaningful way. You know this: I know this. Change comes from within and Dave is the product of an establishment that still has it's grubby fingers in every local parochial pie and is pervasive in it's cohesiveness for preserving it's privilege from change.
The only "Change" - Mr McCameron "Call me Dave" PR Motherfucker is interested in - is the tokenistic periodic shift from Red to Blue.
May all his trendy bicycles get flat tres.
Now Spot the difference...
I can't see it.
Punchline? These people control nuclear and legions of conventional weapons. LOL.
Your Saturday Morning BBC News Most Popular Round Up
The reason for these little irregular inquiries as to what's popular on the http://news.bbc.co.uk and the label given Media=Fags is simple...
We're in an age of duplicity where we consider that normal people are now setting th news 'agenda' and 'determining the prominence of any on particular story' - simply through click clicks!!!
Yet we know better don't we? I have however forgotten the point of these little inquiries which was to demonstrate that even with a smidge of the above 'people are now at the heart of the news' feel-good common progress wool over our eyes - the way the news is written, disseminated and commented upon is still anything from ideal - and more importantly - the lie that the common people are now in control means the invideous nature of the news to mold our mindsets is more pervasive than ever... par exampler... the hidden story behind the story in brief below.
Chinest are communist materialists with no emotions. Don't trust them. They'll push you off a bridge in your darkest hour. Bastards.
Corrupt politicians do feel guilt and kill themselves and so we should be nice to our MP's. Unless they are Tories. Obviously.
Assumption: he has actions needing justification. Also he wasn't the leak man. He was the middleman. Fingers crossed may he not fold under questioning.
Nick Griffin doesn't deserve a namecheck. He's BNPMan! Faster than a speeding Fiat uno, more racist than affirmative action, more powerful than Hitler and Stalin rolled into one. Let us not speak his name.
Fat fuckers betting against themselves losing weight. Lose weight? Keep money don't give it to CHARIDDEEEEE. FEEL GOOD. Don't Lose Weight? Give the money to CHARIDEEEE and STILL FEEL GOOD! In short: Abdicate all responsibility for yourself and rely on fact if you can't stop stuffing your face some african kids will starve to motivate you. Nice. The story behind it all - Fat people are victims and we should feel sorry for them. Fuck you fattie - that's some supersized bullshit right there.
Because Microsoft needs free adverisements and we're all SO FUCKING EXCITED about when and exactly how our operating system asks: "how would you like to be fucked in the ass today?"
"For as long as she can remember she dreamed of having a money-no-object white princess wedding." Yep - and your hubby to be probably dreamed of someone attractive. Never mind - such is life. At least the divorce will be expensive luv. Message? Fk-knows - Marriage sucks?
Climate change eh?
Internet is an evil that must be stopped. Parent's accepting fuck all responsibility for own progeny not a problem at all.
Don't even care - you can do this one.
Anyway - a point well proved. Media=Fags and there is always a hidden agenda.
We're in an age of duplicity where we consider that normal people are now setting th news 'agenda' and 'determining the prominence of any on particular story' - simply through click clicks!!!
Yet we know better don't we? I have however forgotten the point of these little inquiries which was to demonstrate that even with a smidge of the above 'people are now at the heart of the news' feel-good common progress wool over our eyes - the way the news is written, disseminated and commented upon is still anything from ideal - and more importantly - the lie that the common people are now in control means the invideous nature of the news to mold our mindsets is more pervasive than ever... par exampler... the hidden story behind the story in brief below.
Chinest are communist materialists with no emotions. Don't trust them. They'll push you off a bridge in your darkest hour. Bastards.
Corrupt politicians do feel guilt and kill themselves and so we should be nice to our MP's. Unless they are Tories. Obviously.
Assumption: he has actions needing justification. Also he wasn't the leak man. He was the middleman. Fingers crossed may he not fold under questioning.
Nick Griffin doesn't deserve a namecheck. He's BNPMan! Faster than a speeding Fiat uno, more racist than affirmative action, more powerful than Hitler and Stalin rolled into one. Let us not speak his name.
Fat fuckers betting against themselves losing weight. Lose weight? Keep money don't give it to CHARIDDEEEEE. FEEL GOOD. Don't Lose Weight? Give the money to CHARIDEEEE and STILL FEEL GOOD! In short: Abdicate all responsibility for yourself and rely on fact if you can't stop stuffing your face some african kids will starve to motivate you. Nice. The story behind it all - Fat people are victims and we should feel sorry for them. Fuck you fattie - that's some supersized bullshit right there.
Because Microsoft needs free adverisements and we're all SO FUCKING EXCITED about when and exactly how our operating system asks: "how would you like to be fucked in the ass today?"
"For as long as she can remember she dreamed of having a money-no-object white princess wedding." Yep - and your hubby to be probably dreamed of someone attractive. Never mind - such is life. At least the divorce will be expensive luv. Message? Fk-knows - Marriage sucks?
Climate change eh?
Internet is an evil that must be stopped. Parent's accepting fuck all responsibility for own progeny not a problem at all.
Don't even care - you can do this one.
Anyway - a point well proved. Media=Fags and there is always a hidden agenda.
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
Your Thursday Morning BBC News Most Popular Round Up
What do you expect? Those Quakers sure had some idea with that 'sign no oaths' thing. The larger story - that researchers at some of the supposed best universities eva are studying such stupid obvious shit goes by the by....
Layered DVD's. How very exciting.
Sir Ranulph, 65, who had kept this latest attempt at climbing the mountain low key, said: "This is the closest you can get to the moon by walking."
Not if you walk into a space shuttle Ranulph.
O.K. I'm bored now. The flogging is over. Now for the quartering please.
It's a fucking TV show. It is not news in itself just cause people are interested in it. Wankers.
di-to
This is history and you are part of it. You played a high pitched mouse for decades. Incredible. That's life.
They should bring back Supermarket sweep but this is no way to make the point.
I'd be pissed if I was injected with AIDs too.
Talk is the film sucks. OH NO it CANT IT HAS BRAD IN IT! Fuck off...
Layered DVD's. How very exciting.
Sir Ranulph, 65, who had kept this latest attempt at climbing the mountain low key, said: "This is the closest you can get to the moon by walking."
Not if you walk into a space shuttle Ranulph.
O.K. I'm bored now. The flogging is over. Now for the quartering please.
It's a fucking TV show. It is not news in itself just cause people are interested in it. Wankers.
di-to
This is history and you are part of it. You played a high pitched mouse for decades. Incredible. That's life.
They should bring back Supermarket sweep but this is no way to make the point.
I'd be pissed if I was injected with AIDs too.
Talk is the film sucks. OH NO it CANT IT HAS BRAD IN IT! Fuck off...
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
Your Tuesday Night BBC News Most Popular Round Up. Let's get this over with
WHY IS THIS MOST POPULAR?
WHY IS THIS MOST POPULAR? IT'S A FUCKING FOSSEILISED LEMUR!?!?
FUCK OFF CUNT.
OBVIOUSLY!
BORING...WHY IS THIS MOST POSULAR?
ARGH!
AND?
DUH!
PFFT.
BAAAAWWWWW.
FUCK NEWS IT IS ALL SHIT. SHIT SHIT. BOLLOCKS TO DOING THIS ANYMORE.
WHY IS THIS MOST POPULAR? IT'S A FUCKING FOSSEILISED LEMUR!?!?
FUCK OFF CUNT.
OBVIOUSLY!
BORING...WHY IS THIS MOST POSULAR?
ARGH!
AND?
DUH!
PFFT.
BAAAAWWWWW.
FUCK NEWS IT IS ALL SHIT. SHIT SHIT. BOLLOCKS TO DOING THIS ANYMORE.
Monday, 18 May 2009
Your Monday Night BBC News Most Popular Round Up
he's gutted.
South Koreas too busy playing starcraft still. Can't be bothered with planes.
A cannabilistic hoarde advances and rips speaker up sucking up his blood and gnawing away his limbs and hide.
Scary applications scary to those who add shit and take facebook seriously.
Priest auctions best choirboys bummed this harvest to higher clergy. Introduction of market mechanisms frowned upon. Priests say auctioned money is going to cancer research.
Oooo er...
No Deal.
Police boss wants to keep possible dirty young prons all to himself. Greedy.
Shouls have sprinkled it with some crushed tiger penis or something surely?
His psychiatrist finally gives up and pays the bet Woody can't be cured.
South Koreas too busy playing starcraft still. Can't be bothered with planes.
A cannabilistic hoarde advances and rips speaker up sucking up his blood and gnawing away his limbs and hide.
Scary applications scary to those who add shit and take facebook seriously.
Priest auctions best choirboys bummed this harvest to higher clergy. Introduction of market mechanisms frowned upon. Priests say auctioned money is going to cancer research.
Oooo er...
No Deal.
Police boss wants to keep possible dirty young prons all to himself. Greedy.
Shouls have sprinkled it with some crushed tiger penis or something surely?
His psychiatrist finally gives up and pays the bet Woody can't be cured.
Sunday, 17 May 2009
7 Reasons Why Paganism Scares Christians
1. It evinces a more superior total and golden moral code in less words with more clarity which is more compassionate and non-judgmental than anything they have managed to create.
2. It acknowledges, provides gratitude and, worship to G-d without allowing for dogmatic evil.
3. It produces a community that does not need places of worship or hierarchy.
4. It neither seeks to guide science or be ruled entirely by the fallacies of it's strictures.
5. It allows for escaping the paradox of karma (why bad things happen to good people) without allowing for stupidities of original sin or claiming a lust for vengeance on the part of the creator. Unlike theirs my "sky daddy" won't get you if you don't play his games, you'll just mug yourself, for not knowing the rules. I'm not sure he really much cares for such minor things.
6. It allows for the acknowledgement and celebration of ones own meaninglessness in accompaniment to the joy of that fact. We are in no holy war and there will be no heaven for anyone. Good or bad. Conversely it also allows one to find a path to try and effect will without dictats from higher authority or cultural mores about what is good and what is evil. There are no white or black witches. Anyone claiming to be is bullshitting.
7. Christianity is a brand of paganism that went badly wrong anyway with it's inception into Paulism and eastern more gnostic original churches. The formulation of society around religion is itself very damaging and the major objection to Christianity and Islam in that they are both very proselytizing religions both subtley and offensively.
2. It acknowledges, provides gratitude and, worship to G-d without allowing for dogmatic evil.
3. It produces a community that does not need places of worship or hierarchy.
4. It neither seeks to guide science or be ruled entirely by the fallacies of it's strictures.
5. It allows for escaping the paradox of karma (why bad things happen to good people) without allowing for stupidities of original sin or claiming a lust for vengeance on the part of the creator. Unlike theirs my "sky daddy" won't get you if you don't play his games, you'll just mug yourself, for not knowing the rules. I'm not sure he really much cares for such minor things.
6. It allows for the acknowledgement and celebration of ones own meaninglessness in accompaniment to the joy of that fact. We are in no holy war and there will be no heaven for anyone. Good or bad. Conversely it also allows one to find a path to try and effect will without dictats from higher authority or cultural mores about what is good and what is evil. There are no white or black witches. Anyone claiming to be is bullshitting.
7. Christianity is a brand of paganism that went badly wrong anyway with it's inception into Paulism and eastern more gnostic original churches. The formulation of society around religion is itself very damaging and the major objection to Christianity and Islam in that they are both very proselytizing religions both subtley and offensively.
Saturday, 16 May 2009
Evil News.tv a comedy skit concept of politically biased news. From the left and right. :x
Sometime after the digital takeover - sorry - switchover of British television came, something strange happened to news reporting, major newspapers crashed, people didn't believe the news on TV anymore, Suspicion ran riot. Most - just didn't want to know.
The only people you could trust to tell you what's going on - turned out to be those who wouldn't or couldn't hide their own political agendas.
So Evil News.tv was born - to pull together these mini news stations into a cacophany of mad news, made up rubbish, and critically important life and death political issues treated with the sensitivity and intellectual rigor of a bottling outside a Yates wine lodge...truly it is a thing of beauty...
http://experimental.referata.com/wiki/Evil News.tv
Thursday, 14 May 2009
Noticed this on Fawkes comments. LOL. Election Now pls.
Say goodbye to democracy, Tories and Labour
Powerful international media baron starts to grease our arse for the Builderburgers undemocratic one world goverment, with pro Builderberger kite flying.
They ignore the needless wars they have waged for power and greed, the money they have syphoned of us all and the lies they have spread, the people they have murdered, the countries they have assett stripped and made poor and the brutal dictators they have put in power, the end of democrracy and free speech they are welcoming and the treason laws they are breaking.
Who stopped Hitler from genociding all jews, and disabled - Nationalists of Britain America and Russia, who would stop the NWO if it wished to do the same?
Expect ever more NWO `media` propaganda for this treacherous group, especially from this `media` outlet!
They are aiming to go mainstreme - the last days of democracy, nations and self rule.
Hello totalitarianism, deathcamps for opponants and a new global soviet, many peope will die and have died in it’s creation.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article6283373.ece
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I think its his election manifesto.
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Now do you understand the reason behind mass immigration that will esculate under `Dave` and his treacherous builderburg chums and the silencing laws? It is to strip you of your identity, your democracy and of your freedoms!
Now do you understand all the anti liberty spying laws, it is to track dissidents.
How did it come about?
GREED!
The politicians were bought, the EU wing of the NWO buys them with fat slaries and expenses, they keep pushing it so they can get rich while we suffer untolerable totalitarian rules and regulations.
The NWO buys them and blackmails them with it’s media barons firmly under their control.
Thatcher went but told them to get stuffed!
`Dave` is their new poodle just as Gordon is Majore was heath was and Phoney was.
They betrayed us and our trust for greed and power, and yet some of these creeps NWO whores are still walking the halls of our parliment, pretending to have our interests at heart!
Sniff them out, throw them out, each and every crooked one of them.
These bastards that sell you out for cash, have sold your freedoms your identity and your pride and the media grease their paths allowing them to do so. They would sell your children into the gas chambers for a free holiday.
The NWO international bankers collapsed banking by deregulating it and now they are creaming the interest from its unwanted bailout.
You have become slaves and your whore politicians at the top of the tree are working for the takover of this country, while the minions will support anything to keep their snouts in the trough!
The BBC is simply bad for you, in so many different ways, I would have to write a whole book on the subject to fully cover quite how bad the BBC is for just about everything you can imagine.
We must completely stop watching the BBC and Sky. Sky may be as much as 1% better then the BBC, but it is still establishment propaganda, that hides more then it reveals, when not telling damned right lies.
The BBC is clever, very clever. So fucking clever in fact that it does what it does so systematically that most actually doing it, have completely lost the ability to understand that they are doing something that is always EXTREMELY immoral, and very often EXTREMELY ILLEGAL. The entire BBC, from the REAL BOSS all the way to the apprentice journalists, have lost, or never possessed in the first place (which is why they were given a job at the BBC in the first place,) the ability to tell right from wrong, or a lie from the truth. They have all be selected or brainwashed to believe that all truth is subjective, when the TRUTH is, TRUTH is ALWAYS completely objective. Something is either TRUE or it is not TRUE, opinions and theories however, are a completely different matter.
The BBC has blood on its hands on this matter.
Remember what the BBC and the Guardian in conspiracy with a mafia type business man did before and during the 1997 general election campaign?????????????
So why have the BBC been sleeping for 12 years???????????????
The BBC does not work for The Labour or Conservative Parties, and it sure as hell does not work for the British People, and never ever has in its entire history.
The BBC is part of The British and now World Establishment. Which is a whole bunch of despotic characters few have even heard, and absolutely no one has ever voted for. They force us, using the direct threat of criminal law, to pay for their propaganda channel and our own profound ignorance.
Your Friday Morning BBC News Most Popular Round Up
What? We're not good enough for your stinking germs now? What are we a virus over here? C'mon...
With typical incompetance attempting to cover up the corruption of parliament has bust it wide open. People furious. Hissing heard on question time. A 'boo' here and there. Rumours of piano wire supplies at an all time low and MP's sleeping in nuclear bunkers unconfirmed at this stage. Gordon Brown's flat contrary to speculation is not said to be overly dirty at the moment according to all sources. Stephen "twitter" Fry to be crying over no-one caring what he has to think and being outright bored of it all. Didn't we know? Peons.
We've done this one. The word muslim is important for a reason. Because local stabbings, rapey murder are always referred to as "Anglican motivated" aren't they? Get a grip. Bad spin. Geezer lost it. End of.
Costs a lot to go oot these days.
Mr Huhne as utterly savage in telling the BBC: "I think Michael Martin will have to go. I don't think he's the right person to do this job." Wow. Liberal fire at work there.
That is a shit publicity stunt, a shit image for your music and cheap, not a good design for life. Concerns the album might be all angsty and crap were dismissed by some homeless guy we asked earlier as unimportant.
People fighting for regional autonomy said to be worse off and unable to be assisted by aid. World aid treasurers breathe sighs of relief and sink hands into cashless pockets.
Dirty bastard.
To a cancer charity because government alone can't run a good enough health service despite £98.6 billion in 2008-9 and donations to medical and care related charities about 10 billion out of 20 -25 billion for charity in general. Good on him though. Macmillan Cancer Support do masses of good things...
Well you wouldn't want to fight one handed would you? Not unless you couldn't afford to win...
With typical incompetance attempting to cover up the corruption of parliament has bust it wide open. People furious. Hissing heard on question time. A 'boo' here and there. Rumours of piano wire supplies at an all time low and MP's sleeping in nuclear bunkers unconfirmed at this stage. Gordon Brown's flat contrary to speculation is not said to be overly dirty at the moment according to all sources. Stephen "twitter" Fry to be crying over no-one caring what he has to think and being outright bored of it all. Didn't we know? Peons.
We've done this one. The word muslim is important for a reason. Because local stabbings, rapey murder are always referred to as "Anglican motivated" aren't they? Get a grip. Bad spin. Geezer lost it. End of.
Costs a lot to go oot these days.
Mr Huhne as utterly savage in telling the BBC: "I think Michael Martin will have to go. I don't think he's the right person to do this job." Wow. Liberal fire at work there.
That is a shit publicity stunt, a shit image for your music and cheap, not a good design for life. Concerns the album might be all angsty and crap were dismissed by some homeless guy we asked earlier as unimportant.
People fighting for regional autonomy said to be worse off and unable to be assisted by aid. World aid treasurers breathe sighs of relief and sink hands into cashless pockets.
Dirty bastard.
To a cancer charity because government alone can't run a good enough health service despite £98.6 billion in 2008-9 and donations to medical and care related charities about 10 billion out of 20 -25 billion for charity in general. Good on him though. Macmillan Cancer Support do masses of good things...
Well you wouldn't want to fight one handed would you? Not unless you couldn't afford to win...
Little Eris - Molecules R Us - Album Review
I'll be doing a couple of honest Jon album reviews eversooften from now on, cause firstly I don't believe the album is a dead concept in the digital age of tracks... and I don't think new music gets enough attention from content syndicators even online... so I'm glad to write a album review of anyone who'd like one for 'feedback' or using for promotion - or whatever. Cause I live to serve. I do.
Little Eris - Molecules R Us - Album Review
Track 1. "Short Time" is a simple Radiohead like Kid A introduction to the first fuller vocal Track 2. "Internet really sux" which comes into a more uptempo mode with 'get in touch right out of the blue and wait for me and i'll wait for you' and a quirky take on multiple bass guitar riffs. Good ear food.
Unlike Track 3. "Death of a princess" with avant garde jarring interspersion of guitar and vocals perhaps too psychedelic to be anything other than, well, jarring. A definite blip between the preceeding and next track 4. "Karma to you" a choral kinda of indian melody with the cute buddhist refrain of 'everything coming back' kicking off the elegence of the actual flow the album shows in faster alternations towards the next highlight of:
Track 5. "Don't stop" or also "Don't stop till I say go" within which a rockier edge emerges finishing in morphing into dance music at the end without you completely noticing at the time. Which is interesting. This is where the pattern of low-fi grungey new age music is confirmed... by refusing to confirm to either indie grunge or dance and moving into a sparkley interlude ofTrack 6. "Ice power" which it might be horrible to say but does goes on for 2 minutes too long.
Track 7. "E.N.E.R.G.Y" is a break back into ticky ticky lyrics flowing round bass focused riffs and high tweeting quiet defiant synth work and interesting basslines. Track 8. "Death it's out there" brings back the indian influenced "Karma to you" and throws some African and Australian into the stew as well. Which is nice. And again morphing into increasingly evermore dancy circles towards the track's conclusion into Track 9. "I met you" is a straight to the dancy lament with a melodicly borrowed refrain from "Gangsta's Paradise".
Track 10. "Particles" luckily has particles of bouncy downbeatness overlaying some reflections on particle like things and how lonely they can feel and how weird that is. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it. I don't know. Album reviews eh? Anyway... Track 11. "Catch a Spirit" disconnects into gothic triangles over aborigonal chants back again into dancy refrains and loops changing speed in this short track going into the sophisticated...
Track 12. "Dreamer" which is the stand out track behind 2,4,7,8, 10, 11 with the strongest central traditional non dance vibe which takes indie rock lo-fi and dreamy like the title asking over and over "dreamer... hold on...". Track 13. "Bounce back" comes round to strange and diverse chilloutish dance to conclude an album where whilst so much dance genre crossovers can insult the ears, Little Eris enchants them with indie and grunge edges and stands out enough in a renaissance of music in a digital age - enough to look forward to whatever Cardiff's own Eris Kaoss comes up with next and also look forward to a time when all artists are liberal with the syndication of their music online.
Also not on this Album of Little Eris is "Death before employment Remix of Sicknote" and "Who Let the Alian in".
Score: 7-8 out of 10. Depending how much you like dance over rock, but in all, an quite different blend of sub-genres which could appeal to either faction.
Little Eris - Molecules R Us - Album Review
Track 1. "Short Time" is a simple Radiohead like Kid A introduction to the first fuller vocal Track 2. "Internet really sux" which comes into a more uptempo mode with 'get in touch right out of the blue and wait for me and i'll wait for you' and a quirky take on multiple bass guitar riffs. Good ear food.
Unlike Track 3. "Death of a princess" with avant garde jarring interspersion of guitar and vocals perhaps too psychedelic to be anything other than, well, jarring. A definite blip between the preceeding and next track 4. "Karma to you" a choral kinda of indian melody with the cute buddhist refrain of 'everything coming back' kicking off the elegence of the actual flow the album shows in faster alternations towards the next highlight of:
Track 5. "Don't stop" or also "Don't stop till I say go" within which a rockier edge emerges finishing in morphing into dance music at the end without you completely noticing at the time. Which is interesting. This is where the pattern of low-fi grungey new age music is confirmed... by refusing to confirm to either indie grunge or dance and moving into a sparkley interlude ofTrack 6. "Ice power" which it might be horrible to say but does goes on for 2 minutes too long.
Track 7. "E.N.E.R.G.Y" is a break back into ticky ticky lyrics flowing round bass focused riffs and high tweeting quiet defiant synth work and interesting basslines. Track 8. "Death it's out there" brings back the indian influenced "Karma to you" and throws some African and Australian into the stew as well. Which is nice. And again morphing into increasingly evermore dancy circles towards the track's conclusion into Track 9. "I met you" is a straight to the dancy lament with a melodicly borrowed refrain from "Gangsta's Paradise".
Track 10. "Particles" luckily has particles of bouncy downbeatness overlaying some reflections on particle like things and how lonely they can feel and how weird that is. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it. I don't know. Album reviews eh? Anyway... Track 11. "Catch a Spirit" disconnects into gothic triangles over aborigonal chants back again into dancy refrains and loops changing speed in this short track going into the sophisticated...
Track 12. "Dreamer" which is the stand out track behind 2,4,7,8, 10, 11 with the strongest central traditional non dance vibe which takes indie rock lo-fi and dreamy like the title asking over and over "dreamer... hold on...". Track 13. "Bounce back" comes round to strange and diverse chilloutish dance to conclude an album where whilst so much dance genre crossovers can insult the ears, Little Eris enchants them with indie and grunge edges and stands out enough in a renaissance of music in a digital age - enough to look forward to whatever Cardiff's own Eris Kaoss comes up with next and also look forward to a time when all artists are liberal with the syndication of their music online.
Also not on this Album of Little Eris is "Death before employment Remix of Sicknote" and "Who Let the Alian in".
Score: 7-8 out of 10. Depending how much you like dance over rock, but in all, an quite different blend of sub-genres which could appeal to either faction.
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
Your Thursday Night BBC News In-Depth Analysis and Round up.
Don't care.
Obvious-fucking-ly.
That's a good pig.
Resistance is futile.
Should have gone specsavers.
And nothing of value was lost.
Fag.
Jesus.
Cry more Gazza.
Does he look bovvered though?
Obvious-fucking-ly.
That's a good pig.
Resistance is futile.
Should have gone specsavers.
And nothing of value was lost.
Fag.
Jesus.
Cry more Gazza.
Does he look bovvered though?
Monday, 11 May 2009
Your Monday Night BBC Most Popular News Round Up#
You might think this sarcasm - but it's genuinely sad these two are divorcing. We all laughed and cried along with Jordan and Peter in their numerous TV forays around their own home, and it's to all our detriments that we won't be getting the full fake tanned package in future.
Britain lost another little bit of it's magick with this news. That is all. I can't carry on anymore with this. Fuck the rest - Do your own dirty work. :(
Britain lost another little bit of it's magick with this news. That is all. I can't carry on anymore with this. Fuck the rest - Do your own dirty work. :(
Sunday, 10 May 2009
Your Super Lazy Sunday BBC Most Popular News Round Up
Splat!
Oink!
Oogaaa-booogaa!
Nagnagnagnagnagnag! Smack!
Oy Vey!
Darlin!
Fatality!
Politial!
Political Fatality!
Inevitability!
Cillet Jon, Bam and the news is gone. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Oink!
Oogaaa-booogaa!
Nagnagnagnagnagnag! Smack!
Oy Vey!
Darlin!
Fatality!
Politial!
Political Fatality!
Inevitability!
Cillet Jon, Bam and the news is gone. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, 9 May 2009
Get life through repressing everything. Works - but - is it worth it?
| Sublimation - psychologists fucking hate it... |
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| The Penguin Dictionary of Psychology advises about sublimation: Sublimation is not something that the individual decides to do - in fact they are not usually aware that the situation exists, or even that it is possible. It is a subconscious process caused by profound repression, and tends to involve our most insistent instinctual drives - usually sexuality. It is as though, because it is one of our basic drives, the subconscious strives to turn us away from that activity to ensure the integrity of the repression. not always true What happens then is that emotion and energy that would normally be expended into sexual activity - when it is that which has been sublimated - is diverted by the subconscious into something that could be perceived as being as far removed as possible from it; religion perhaps. The more complete the sublimation, the more total the diversion of energy; complete sublimation might lead to total abstinence and maybe even a life of worship such as that (supposedly) adopted by priests, monks and nuns, for example. On a slightly lesser scale where the sublimation is not so complete, a career in the church may still be sought, though perhaps in a capacity where some sexual activity is considered to be acceptable, as in the case of a vicar. hur, vicars are teh gay You just assume sublimation to perhaps only be negative and repression though so yeah. Warped. I said 'supposedly' in reference to priests, monks and nuns, because it is extremely rare for sublimation to be so total that there is absolutely no interest at all in the original activity. It is often denied, sometimes even vehemently so; there may even be protestations of a disgust or dislike of it; but rarely is there a total indifference. Interest is interest is interest, be it negative or positive. So disinterest through 'repression' or 'alternate focus of will' much be as preferably healthy as even the perfect sex life - as opposed to struggeling focus or lack of focus then eh? Given that forces of the libido are involved, it should not be surprising that the adopted behaviour pattern can often seem obsessive. For example, it is generally accepted that the high level of interest generated by sexual matters, especially amongst young people, is 'normal'. But the same level of interest being generated by religion amongst the same young people would definitely not seem normal to the average person. Quite the reverse, in fact - it would seem decidedly odd. Most therapists would, indeed, label it as obsessional behaviour. enforced nihilistic sexuality ftw It need not be religion that gets 'adopted' of course. It can be any pursuit into which vast amounts of energy and dedication (obsession) can be poured; anything from art or acting, to sports or mountaineering. Some of the world explorers of the post-Victorian era were probably subject to this process. When you think of it, that sort of activity even has a kind of Freudian similarity - foraging through dense forest and rivers to discover hitherto unknown secrets! And geeks who enable you to broadcast this psycocrapple. I said earlier that that Penguin Dictionary of Psychology description was not complete so I'd better justify that statement. I believe that it is not only drives which are viewed as socially unacceptable that cause sublimation, but also drives which are totally unacceptable to the individual, for whatever reason. One of the more common ones of this type you will find is the sublimation of parental urges and instincts onto animals (though there is actually some doubt as to whether or not this is a true instinct). Of course, this is very clever of the subconscious, because loving animals is socially and morally acceptable, they are living creatures who need nurturing and who return affection (or, depending on your own viewpoint, appear to return affection) and also remain in a state of some dependence on their owner - the owner therefore remains in charge of that situation for as long as s/he wants to. The important thing to recognise here is that it goes way beyond the normal love of animals that many people have. Zoophilia? An individual with this sublimation will talk to their animals as though they were children; believe that they understand every single word that is spoken to them by their owner; will protect them and worry about them as fiercely as a 'normal' person would a child; and, when they die, will grieve for them no less than a parent would grieve for a child. They would probably choose to go without food so that their pet could eat, and may even risk life and limb to protect them from harm. Oh, behave, everyone with an animal should and most do do that. One case that came my way was a woman who vehemently detested children and cared not one bit who knew it. The fact that she was not indifferent to children indicated that the sublimation was not total - which was probably just as well, for she kept a huge menagerie of animals and had that sublimation been complete, she might well have become suicidal every time one died. Oh, yes, it's that powerful. Her parents, though, had had a totally different attitude towards children and had fostered hundreds and adopted several. All very laudable, except that my client had had a permanent baby sister or brother taking her parents attention away from her from the age of ten until she got married and left home. She had had enough experience of babies and children 'stealing' her attention to last her a lifetime and in addition to this her lack of any self-worth to speak of soon became evident. Doesn't mean the not wanting kids or loving animals too much is the real issue there then eh? Neither she nor her husband wanted children and she was quite happy about this situation, having presented to me with anxiety generally and greatly protracted panic attacks. She only mentioned her antipathy towards children when I asked her about relationships and family. Needless to say, I pointed out to her that analysis might make a difference to the way she felt about having children of her own (I said nothing about sublimation - see (1) below) and that she should consider the implications for her marriage. She insisted, though, that she was certain that nothing could ever change her attitude and therefore decided to go through analysis. The fine details of her case are unimportant here. There was a lot of emotional release, but the only noticeable change that took place as far as her attitude to children was concerned was that she stopped hating them, instead becoming indifferent. I have to accept the possibility that the sublimation became more complete as a result of analysis, probably because she did not want any other sort of change. Of course, I have seen nothing of her since, so it's entirely possible, even likely, that her attitude altered as transference dissolved. So cause she was a typical old wife. At least she got married. The point of all this, the whole point of this article, really, is so that you can recognise two very important facts. NEVER underestimate a client's attitude and feelings just because they differ from what you believe to be normal. To do so is to make the creation of transference more difficult, even unlikely. For the same reason, it is NOT a good idea to start explaining sublimation to them. If there is a sublimation at work, their feelings towards their alternative subconscious choice will very likely be as strong as - or even stronger than - yours are towards your normal instinct. Their drive towards religion, for example, will be as strong as yours is towards sexual activity. How would you feel if you were told that analysis might stop your sexual drive? Resistant, perhaps? You certainly would not believe the truth of the matter - that once the repression is released and if there is a change in your attitude, then you will be delighted by that change and happier than you have ever been. In general, emphasise the positive. "You might find yourself starting to like children" is fine; "You might find yourself loving animals less" is definitely not. Once assuming this is a problem to be stopped rather than accepted and thereby approached. That's about it on sublimation, but a few words on the treatment of obsessive behaviour generally may not come amiss. When I feel that the individual is obsessive, I will never take them for analysis without making it perfectly plain that this is not an open-ended situation in which we will continue until they no longer have the problem. Obsession is hard enough to deal with, without them thinking they have all the time in the world... our main hope of success is to channel their obsessive processes into their analysis. I usually tell them we will review their progress after six weeks and decide then whether or not to continue. At six weeks, if no pathogenic material has been released, it is a safe bet that it is not going to be and I can discharge them from therapy without ill feeling on their part. © Copyright Terence Watts, 1997 from http://www.hypnosense.com/Sublimation.htm A very interesting piece saying as much about psychological nihilism and conformity as Sublimation / Obsession... Here's a kooky stupid "New Age" view: When life is good we take it for granted. But sorrow dispels our illusions. Sorrow can make us do many things. In my view the main purpose of sorrow is to make us question why things are as they are. We need to question our life, our beliefs, our values. We can escape this questioning so long as we can blame someone for our failures. When we can no longer blame someone then we can escape this questioning by relying on our social supports, especially by joining groups of fellow sufferers. When this ceases to be rewarding, or becomes too stressful, then we can escape this questioning by immersing ourself in religion. But even religion can fail us. We can still escape this questioning so long as we can fall back on sexual activity (primarily that of sexual intercourse, and secondarily that of masturbation) when all other consolations fail. Sexuality is the last consolation. When even sexual activity itself becomes the source of obvious sorrow then, for the idealist, self-questioning can no longer be avoided. It will have to be faced, sooner or later. This pattern of self-questioning is the way that the sublimation of sexuality leads to an holistic ethics (rather than to a puritan one). In the attempt to escape from the sorrows of everyday life, the two attractions that remain after social support is exhausted are the consolations of sexual pleasure or the consolations of religion. Sexual desire is much greater than the attractions of religion since sexual desire is powerful enough and compulsive enough to override the sense of individuality. The ability of some features of religion to override the sense of individuality is only derivative: this religious effect just builds on what was first achieved through sexuality. If sexual desire did not exist, then we would not need to develop self-awareness because our individuality would be strong enough and adequately self-sufficient for us ; we would then regard social problems as being trivial and would not concern ourselves with them. Virtue and social concern would be unlikely to arise if we were just minds without a sexual body. The sexual body is only an evolutionary expedient. Once virtue and integrity have arisen and been stabilised by practise then we can evolve into bodiless minds and dance in the sexless infinity between the stars. from http://www.modern-thinker.co.uk/3%20-%20Sexuality%20and%20ethics.htm Religion is always the sum total of our beliefs about this world it seems. As for sublimation. Is it the last consolation? Or a reflection on things more generally. Are we all fucked? I do wonder. I feel kinda unbothered. Meh. I do what I want. |
Your Sat Night BBC Most Popular News Round Up
happened in jan 2008. someone's getting rolled....
wow. hit me baby one more time. punch that pocket - you're fucking worth it!
oh the huuuuuu maaaan iiii tttttyyyyy
Why won't these people leave us alone?
THESE THINGS MATTER! DRUGS POSTER CHILD IS POSTER DRUGS
Wow. an upgrade. wow.
Still doesn't make sense.
Well done. If only the government would look after people it sends on phoney corporate wars.
We stole all their chefs. Har HAr. Biriyani pls with Extra spit.
Pffft, French and English do this all the time. We're still buds. Get over your slitty eyes selves...
putting heart and soul into it today eh?
wow. hit me baby one more time. punch that pocket - you're fucking worth it!
oh the huuuuuu maaaan iiii tttttyyyyy
Why won't these people leave us alone?
THESE THINGS MATTER! DRUGS POSTER CHILD IS POSTER DRUGS
Wow. an upgrade. wow.
Still doesn't make sense.
Well done. If only the government would look after people it sends on phoney corporate wars.
We stole all their chefs. Har HAr. Biriyani pls with Extra spit.
Pffft, French and English do this all the time. We're still buds. Get over your slitty eyes selves...
putting heart and soul into it today eh?
Friday, 8 May 2009
Your Friday Night BBC Most Popular News Round Up
Public hopeful and helpful Maddie may be found after two years because a drawing comes out of genetically perfect identikit paedo.
60 year old Sussex Badass executed by Police for giving it large with his illegal weapon. Local eyewitness helpfully points out how "it is a quiet area and nothing interesting ever happens around here."
Rich and Jude claim no-one watches their show on Watch TV not because it sucks and they are generally irritating but because "No-one could find them" - oh and we were searching so hard RichJude - we really were. :(
Man U gets 10 mill for letting Indian mobile company show their fascinating footbally stuff. Rumours the leather balls will be censored to avoid offending hindus dismissed as "ridiculous".
Legions more fall ill before the global onslaught of swine flu taking the numbers affected and set to die in this holocaust up to a staggering 39 people.
Cabinet revelations from Daily Telegraph indicate Ministers unlikely to show humility in the face of taking the maximum piss with their expenses. The Department for Self-Enrichment and Self-Justification declined to comment stating: "If Ministers don't get loads of money they might begin to have a perspective on the lives of ordinary people and not be able to serve the needs of the Money powers effectively."
90 year old pulls baby out of Granddaughter after Midwife fails to show up. Media disappointed baby didn't die.
Sikh policemen too good for normal helmets want custom made turbans so no-body forgets they aren't Muslim or Hindu.
Globabl President issues a big "Fuck you" to fluffy Polar Bears - and laughs as they cascade into the icy sea due to Climate change refusing to cut carbon such that their endagered specis status will actually mean something. Environmentalists said to be frothing into their Tofu at the news.
Princess Winslet gets precious over claims she might in fact just be a Fat and average actress and not as interesting as previously thought.
60 year old Sussex Badass executed by Police for giving it large with his illegal weapon. Local eyewitness helpfully points out how "it is a quiet area and nothing interesting ever happens around here."
Rich and Jude claim no-one watches their show on Watch TV not because it sucks and they are generally irritating but because "No-one could find them" - oh and we were searching so hard RichJude - we really were. :(
Man U gets 10 mill for letting Indian mobile company show their fascinating footbally stuff. Rumours the leather balls will be censored to avoid offending hindus dismissed as "ridiculous".
Legions more fall ill before the global onslaught of swine flu taking the numbers affected and set to die in this holocaust up to a staggering 39 people.
Cabinet revelations from Daily Telegraph indicate Ministers unlikely to show humility in the face of taking the maximum piss with their expenses. The Department for Self-Enrichment and Self-Justification declined to comment stating: "If Ministers don't get loads of money they might begin to have a perspective on the lives of ordinary people and not be able to serve the needs of the Money powers effectively."
90 year old pulls baby out of Granddaughter after Midwife fails to show up. Media disappointed baby didn't die.
Sikh policemen too good for normal helmets want custom made turbans so no-body forgets they aren't Muslim or Hindu.
Globabl President issues a big "Fuck you" to fluffy Polar Bears - and laughs as they cascade into the icy sea due to Climate change refusing to cut carbon such that their endagered specis status will actually mean something. Environmentalists said to be frothing into their Tofu at the news.
Princess Winslet gets precious over claims she might in fact just be a Fat and average actress and not as interesting as previously thought.
Thursday, 7 May 2009
Your Thursday Night BBC Most Popular News Round Up
Major headline of which is Gordon Brown spend £3000 a year on cleaning his Westminster des res - employing his Brother Andrew to do it in a completely above board manner. Andy has a good record in working with shit having been a high flier in Public relations within media before ascending to the dizzy heights of cleaning his brothers flat of boogers for little over minimum wage. Let it never be said socialists are anti-family.
Joanna Lumley singlehandedly performs a Karate smackdown on an entire platoon of BNP radicals protecting the poor Gurkhas gasping for the sweet air of British Freedom. Then she makes sweet sweet love to me and we finish the evening drinking Horlicks and talking on precious things...
Banks which should make money from money need to borrow money from people through government so they can make money from money so we can all be prospeous and not have to work so hard. Goddamn I love these guys. So caring. Everynight you warm my fiscal soul. xx
Epic pop supergroup inspired by staying in a hotel write song for the staff (as you do). Sadly seeming to lack Frigidaire- lady and the other one their first English concert is on Hampstead Heath on 4 July. So usual dear cottaging faggots in the area will have to vacate the vicinity or feel really, really, really: Gay.
Yawn. The Hamilton island dream job stuff is nice and all, but it's not the greatest PR stunt ever, That was THE WAR ON TERROR.
24 year old soldier from Kentuck rapes 14 year old Iraqi girl and then kills her entire family. Funny stuff. Apparently he was first discharged because of a personality disorder before his Viking like behaviour was exposed. What a rascal. If he was English he might get an ASBO. Happily being a yank - he'll get raped before jacking off on death row for the rest of his life - so yeah LOL all round...
David Myers, 37, hocked up on speed and steroids before having a big old heart attack whilst driving. Happilly for the sake of sensationalism after dying himself a family of six managed to be caught up in the aftermath and die too. Lucky number seven eh? He wasn't even a Rugby star, just played for Wigan for couple o years in the 90's... according to our source he was driving like a cock and fucking deserved it.
Totally illogically written story from an obviously drunk hack - pretty girl cop crashes car and dies - identikit guy cop gets a murder rap because they might have had a barney before she unfortunately made like Mr Myers above and departed this mortal coil. Shame. Conjecture that the ghost of Ian Tomlinson was involved were dismissed as 'unlikely'.
Games company gone broke - Gamers committing mass suicides at never being able to play the fabled Duke Nukem Forever - nothing of value considered to be lost.
A nice fluffy muslim fellow from Birmingham who is muslim and 29 and muslim BRUTALLY AND VICIOUSLY murdered his muslim 22 year old muslim girlfriend and her muslim 19 year old muslim sister. Granciously conceeding to having only manslaughtered them on the ground of provocation (AKA the bitch woz axing 4 it) Mohammed Ali also said having two of the most common names on planet Earth had upset him so that he couldn't cope with his muslim girlfriend having two abortions (abortion is highly revered in Islam) and had to do what a man has to do.
The trial was convened for a day so that the judges could find a way to preserve the liberty of this fine addition to Britain's wonderful society with a community service order.
Joanna Lumley singlehandedly performs a Karate smackdown on an entire platoon of BNP radicals protecting the poor Gurkhas gasping for the sweet air of British Freedom. Then she makes sweet sweet love to me and we finish the evening drinking Horlicks and talking on precious things...
Banks which should make money from money need to borrow money from people through government so they can make money from money so we can all be prospeous and not have to work so hard. Goddamn I love these guys. So caring. Everynight you warm my fiscal soul. xx
Epic pop supergroup inspired by staying in a hotel write song for the staff (as you do). Sadly seeming to lack Frigidaire- lady and the other one their first English concert is on Hampstead Heath on 4 July. So usual dear cottaging faggots in the area will have to vacate the vicinity or feel really, really, really: Gay.
Yawn. The Hamilton island dream job stuff is nice and all, but it's not the greatest PR stunt ever, That was THE WAR ON TERROR.
24 year old soldier from Kentuck rapes 14 year old Iraqi girl and then kills her entire family. Funny stuff. Apparently he was first discharged because of a personality disorder before his Viking like behaviour was exposed. What a rascal. If he was English he might get an ASBO. Happily being a yank - he'll get raped before jacking off on death row for the rest of his life - so yeah LOL all round...
David Myers, 37, hocked up on speed and steroids before having a big old heart attack whilst driving. Happilly for the sake of sensationalism after dying himself a family of six managed to be caught up in the aftermath and die too. Lucky number seven eh? He wasn't even a Rugby star, just played for Wigan for couple o years in the 90's... according to our source he was driving like a cock and fucking deserved it.
Totally illogically written story from an obviously drunk hack - pretty girl cop crashes car and dies - identikit guy cop gets a murder rap because they might have had a barney before she unfortunately made like Mr Myers above and departed this mortal coil. Shame. Conjecture that the ghost of Ian Tomlinson was involved were dismissed as 'unlikely'.
Games company gone broke - Gamers committing mass suicides at never being able to play the fabled Duke Nukem Forever - nothing of value considered to be lost.
A nice fluffy muslim fellow from Birmingham who is muslim and 29 and muslim BRUTALLY AND VICIOUSLY murdered his muslim 22 year old muslim girlfriend and her muslim 19 year old muslim sister. Granciously conceeding to having only manslaughtered them on the ground of provocation (AKA the bitch woz axing 4 it) Mohammed Ali also said having two of the most common names on planet Earth had upset him so that he couldn't cope with his muslim girlfriend having two abortions (abortion is highly revered in Islam) and had to do what a man has to do.
The trial was convened for a day so that the judges could find a way to preserve the liberty of this fine addition to Britain's wonderful society with a community service order.
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
Cheese, Onion, Bacon Penne Pasta £2.90
2 Handfuls pasta - £0.40
Onion - £0.15
3 Slices Good Bacon - £1.30
Wendesleydale Cheese - £0.85
Olives - £0.20
What to do is obvious. Yeah I know the plates are horrible. Will get decent ones someday! :)
Tonight
must - finish second press release perfect maybe condense to 1000 wrds
- Fill in more facts on business plan keeping it purely to functionality and physical usefulness/costs rather than eventual telos imagination/controversy/campaigning...
- formulate structure of report for future growth and ease of browsing
- try facebok connects and twitter connect plugs for a laugh7
work out semantic forms
work out exhibit plug
work out regional uk wide homelessness maps...
explain indicators and enjoy more....
up all night. nice.
- Fill in more facts on business plan keeping it purely to functionality and physical usefulness/costs rather than eventual telos imagination/controversy/campaigning...
- formulate structure of report for future growth and ease of browsing
- try facebok connects and twitter connect plugs for a laugh7
work out semantic forms
work out exhibit plug
work out regional uk wide homelessness maps...
explain indicators and enjoy more....
up all night. nice.
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